assalamualaikum reader sekalian . jam menunnjukkan pukul 12.35 dan aku still hadap pc untuk meluahkan apa yg terpendam . sebenarnya nak direct terus cerita dekat dia but i dont know how to start and when should i tell him so blogger fantasy aku ni lah tempat aku nak luah kan but ta lah sepenuhnya . nty ta ad privacy pulak . so what's the differents on him ? hmmm actually skrg aku terasa dia lain . ta tau lah sama ad aku pnya perasaan atau benda tu reality . dia ad perempuan lain ke ? hmmm maybe but be positive yaya . dont too asume him but he's character shows that . nowdays memang dia busy gila sampai aku terasa terasing , tersisih semua lah but i'm still keep calm . try to be cool . lagi satu tak tau lah kenapa skrg dia mcm mengelak untuk reply message depan aku . kalau aku nak tengok ke mesti dia sorok-II sikit . hmm why ? takot aku jeles ke ? aku rasa kalau dia buat mcm tu lagi lah aku makin fikir bukan-II and jeles . sekarang pon dah tak ad law da bile jumpe . suka hati dia je nak main handfone depan aku . acting like i was there's on that time . fuhhhh --' am i dissapere on that time until he do like that infron of me ? always oke ! and always depan aku fon dia berbunyi-II . oke bila positivenya aku akn fikir yg dia busy sb busines dia but when negative comes arround , i think he got new girls in his life . hmmm one of my reason knp tak nak pakai fon dia sb ni lah . i'm scared to see what was on his fon . too scared okey . too scared because i dont want to take a risk for make me hurt . hmmm kalau lah dia ad someone yg special hope dia bg tau aku setidak tidaknya aku tau jujur drp dia bkn drp org lain atau aku tau sendiri but i'm too hope this wont be happent :'( its too hurt for me :'( hmmm AAIIEESS please be acting infront of me like before . no more busy infront of me and no more fon usage infront of me . yes i'm so jelous person so u should know that . hmmm :'( k thats all . thank blog sb sudi jadi pendengar dan pencetakkan semula luahan hati aku :'(